After Finishing my studying at SMJP2... I go to my village to search job... & i get a job not long after that at Cargill Oil Sdn. Bhd.... I don't know how is Ja that time... Where is she @ what she've been doing...
But Ja still remain in my heart... Always... That's the reason i never try to open my heart to have somebody else...
Then SPM result is out, i go take the result, i've got Level 1... I've been looking for her, but doesn't seen her that day, once again dissapoint!!! that time i am very sad plus with my English doesn't good as i though... until next day i wait for the busses at Bandar Jengka Terminal... Ja is there, with Midah, Linda, Rosmawati & others... HAAAAH!!! My day is bright again & i took chance to talk to her in front of my friends, just ask about her result, she shy to tell me, but i push her, then she tell me... only that, but an impact of that conversation is lasting long... On my way to my village, i never ever stop to smile... hehehehe!!! Funny...
That is the last time i found her... After that it takes 3 @ 4 years to seen her back... & i didn't contact her because i didn't have any contact number of her... besides that, i always think that maybe she now very happy with her life & boyfriend (i do not know if she has a boyfriend, but girl such Ja is rare they do not ahve any special friend, isn't???)...
I continuing my studies at Univercity Technology of Malaysia (UTM) at year 1999... I totally lost of her... But, she still the one in my heart... Everyone i seen face like her (even just small , i will take a look at that girl...
After 2 years at UTM, one day my friend, Zul make me shock!!! That time i always mention Ja name, but i didn't doing anything to contact her, that is what Zul tells me, so Zul give me smack right at my face... i've been realized the reality & it's like i wake up from dreaming, long dreaming...
So after that, i try to find a way to make a contact, but failed... Lastly, i found old address of my xclassmate, Linda... I send Raya Aildilfitri card to Linda & i included card for Ja too, hopes that Linda will deliver that to Ja house's...
After Raya, i get card!!! guess from who??? Ja... My ohhh my... She gave me add of his houses... she also state that she doesn't expect that card is from me...
& i reply with another letter... I told her that i'm happy to receive that card... & send the later... Then, suddenly she not replying my second letter, but i still waited for that...
after month by month, i already forget it, & i expect that she doesn't want to have relationship @ maybe she reply my first card because of Raya celebration & mark as her friends...
Mach 2002, i move from UTM Pahang to UTM Johor because of UTM Pahang will be convert to KUKTEM soon... So we all move to melawis Apartment at Skudai, Johor... Just a week there, my room mate, Sham back to Pahang to bring her things to our apartment... Sham came back with my letter from JAAA... After i already try to forget my dreams, she came back to me!!! Sham said he take this letter at our old settlement at IM 6... That letter already look dirty because of raining...
This letter is meant so much to our relationship!!! This is where our relation grown up...
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