Chapter VI : Faraway Again...

After finishing my Industrial Practical (31 Mac 2005), i go back to UTm main campus at Skudai to complete my final semester... Once again, i & her must separate for a while, at least 2 month...

She make promise that she will wait me... & that's waht she doing after i finish my study on Jun 2005... Then i go back to Pahang, It meant both of us, not faraway anymore... If have chance, i will date her. Our common dating place is Temerloh Town, Half an hour from Bandar Pusat, Maran...

Chapter V : First Time Date...

I begin my practical at home, PPPTR at Unit Komputer FASSB ( November 2004-Mac 2005)... I will be here 5 month with allowance RM 300 per month... My job here is to develop Digital Library System ( User can access all the pictures that related agricultural)...

but that's not the point i want to say here... The point is, here, i will be more close to Ja... Only 20KM that keep me away from her...

We want to meet but always have hurdle for us, such us Ja must work at holiday & other reasons... Finally, someday at December, Ja want to meet me today!!! I feel like want to hide ( i'm shy guy)... First, i refuse to meet, but Ja want & begging me to meet... I have no problem, but only shy.... hehehe... then, we agree to meet at Simpang Jengka 8...

5.15pm, i go to restaurant at that simpang & wait for Ja... My heart beat running fast!!! I hope i can handle the situation when face to face with this girl...

I wait a little bit longer ( i think!!!)... Ja arrive with her Blue Kancil... The moment she saw me, she smile right away, i know it's Ja... WOW... Ja still like the last time i see her at school year & years before!!! She so beautiful, gorgeous & elegant!!!!

"Assalamualaikum"... I said & Ja response, "Waalaikumsalam"... She sit in front of me... That time, i already settle down with my nervous... But Ja is not... hehehehe... Lucky for me coz arrive early...

She dressed with Baju Kurung Pahang, Brown color!!! As i said, she so beuty... I didn't stop to starring at her... Ja, just like Melayu girls, shy & didn't watch my face, only when we talk then she looking me... heheheh...

We talk about every things... both of us doesn't hide anythings & be what we was to be... But, what make me disappoint is only one, not enough time, only 1 hour for us that day at our first date!!! We only drinks... Then, Ja want to go home because soon will be dark, we have a Little chat at outside her car & Ja give me her latest picture (at Perlis, Sukan antara Staff)...

Then, we all done, I said to her "I Love U"... two times, She also... Then we go home... With smileeeeee... hehehehe... What a day!!!

After several years, (7 years for more specific) not meet each other, finally, our time has come... & i done very good at our first date... Ja said after this dating, that i was gentleman!!! hehehe...

The First Date really change our relation mood!!! We are more close now & have beautiful relation... Call more, message more & every things more...

We meet again January 2005, go to Lubuk Yu waterfall & Jrantut with Kak Liza (ja friend) & her husband & son... After that we date 2 more time before i finish up my practical here at Mach 2005... This period of time is the one of happiness time of our life!!!... Here is the starting of all happy ending stories of us...

Chapter IV : Beginning Of Special Relationship...

After a years on-off relation with Ja, we begin to take more seriously to each other... Day & night we both send sms... & i call more than before...

One day... My friend, Mie send message to Ja use my hand phone ( i don't know that time)... Than when i take my handset, 1 new message come... It's from Ja... I read it & i totally shock when Ja tell that She already clash with her boyfriend after 5 years together... I really² don't know what to say because before this she never tell me this & i never know Ja already have Boyfriend... ( I don't know until now what message Mie send to Ja that make Ja tell that sad story)...

& that time, i really confuse to call or not... Because part of my mind said that i'm the guilty one for the pain Ja suffer right now... It take me a week before i call her... Ja said that this have nothing to do with me!!!

I feel sorry for her for what her boyfriend done... She been left before saying goodbye, only heard that that man already engage & will be married... I told Ja to be strong for this... Although i feel like been stabbed at the back because Ja not telling me the truth after we all contact each other for a long time, but i still look the bright side of the story... It's mean that i will have a chance to be her special guy!!!

But, i'm not pushing her... I give Ja times & our relations going like usual... This time, i'm more alert & give more attention tor her... Ja told me that her need more time to recover & afraid to make new relation...

And all the patience paid for me... Ja begin to put me in the line... Both of us begin to miss each other, more & more everyday... Until an Early morning when i wake up from sleep, i get message from her ;

"Slmt pagi, Ja syang farid"...

Whaattttttt... that day, i always smile!!! hehehe... Then, at night i call her... I want to hear it from her, but she never tell me, shy... hehehe... & since that, we've been on special relationship... Wonderful story, isn't???

Ja always contact me every week... Me also... & it goes like that until i started to make industrial practical at my home, PPPTR...

* Industrial practical is a must for University student to complete their studying...

Wedding Card...

This Card made by office mate of Ja at Shah Alam, selangor... RM0.80/card... We make 250 pieces for our wedding... Maybe simple but meant a lot to me... My name has been print out with name of my girl!!!

:: Front Page ::

:: Location to Ja House ::

:: Location To My House ::

:: Invitation Page ::

Chapter III : The Beginning Of Happy End Stories...

This part, i was continuous my study at UTM, Skudai, Johor Darul Takzim...

... After i have a letter that from my friend, Sham (give to me after he take it from our old house at Kuantan), i open it slowly in front of my other member, Mie... The letter was user pink paper and her name is state at it...

I read the letter :

Ja said she very shock when she receive first card from me!!! But , she glad me still remember her although at school we both never have conversation... So, she said, hope this friendship will stay forever... At the end of her letter, she left a complete address at Kuantan ( Ja take secretary course for 6-9 month) & include with Hand Phone (013-9091213) & House phone number...

It's take me a few week before i ready to make my first call... emmmmm... Like everybody else, my voice shows that I'm very afraid to have conversation with her...

I called her, first time she answer, i really dint know what to say!!! Everything that i plan suddenly lost... Her Voice so sweet, glad to hear her voice after 4 @ 5 years... At that time, she ask me who i am, but i want her to guess first... But, she didn't guess!!! & don't want to guess who is me...

But, until now, i really like the way she answer the phone, although she didn't know me, but she treat me very polite, so easy & no sign of angry... Like i know, people especially girl, when speak on the phone with someone who doesn't want to tell their name, they will be mad!!! ( sorry if this fact wrong, hehehe)...

So, after a while, i tell my name... She really doesn't expect me, so we 'borak²' about what our doing right now... But, no for long, because i run out of coins, emmm just 5-8 minutes only... It's enough to make me smile without a reason that night until i sleep, hehehehe...

After that, i continue write a letter to her... But 1 things i never ever ask, is she already have special one in her life???...

June 2002... World Cup at JAPAN/KOREA... 12 June i get back to hometown, Kuantan... I receive call from my mother, she tell me that my grandma passed away at Bukit Goh... so i go there & sleep there too... 5.30am i call her from my grandma house, i guess Ja just wake from her sleep too, i wish her 'Happy Birthday' for the first time, live... She doesn't believe that i remember her birthday!!!... I ask her to date with me, before i get back to Johor, but she doesn't agree because of unknown reason... I think maybe she is not ready yet to meet me...

Eemm... But i failed to realize that maybe she already have a boyfriend (that time)... This one is the only reason i didn't find out that moment... & i said to her, maybe later... we still have a chances to meet although i disappointed...

So our relation, just on-off after that... I rarely call her, because of studying & doesn't have a coins to call ( you know how student life, no money except education loan!!!)...

But, that time, i already buying handphone (just to make contact with her)... So, everyday we both just sms each other when have time...

Engagement Day's...

Chapter II : Far away...

After Finishing my studying at SMJP2... I go to my village to search job... & i get a job not long after that at Cargill Oil Sdn. Bhd.... I don't know how is Ja that time... Where is she @ what she've been doing...

But Ja still remain in my heart... Always... That's the reason i never try to open my heart to have somebody else...

Then SPM result is out, i go take the result, i've got Level 1... I've been looking for her, but doesn't seen her that day, once again dissapoint!!! that time i am very sad plus with my English doesn't good as i though... until next day i wait for the busses at Bandar Jengka Terminal... Ja is there, with Midah, Linda, Rosmawati & others... HAAAAH!!! My day is bright again & i took chance to talk to her in front of my friends, just ask about her result, she shy to tell me, but i push her, then she tell me... only that, but an impact of that conversation is lasting long... On my way to my village, i never ever stop to smile... hehehehe!!! Funny...

That is the last time i found her... After that it takes 3 @ 4 years to seen her back... & i didn't contact her because i didn't have any contact number of her... besides that, i always think that maybe she now very happy with her life & boyfriend (i do not know if she has a boyfriend, but girl such Ja is rare they do not ahve any special friend, isn't???)...

I continuing my studies at Univercity Technology of Malaysia (UTM) at year 1999... I totally lost of her... But, she still the one in my heart... Everyone i seen face like her (even just small , i will take a look at that girl...

After 2 years at UTM, one day my friend, Zul make me shock!!! That time i always mention Ja name, but i didn't doing anything to contact her, that is what Zul tells me, so Zul give me smack right at my face... i've been realized the reality & it's like i wake up from dreaming, long dreaming...

So after that, i try to find a way to make a contact, but failed... Lastly, i found old address of my xclassmate, Linda... I send Raya Aildilfitri card to Linda & i included card for Ja too, hopes that Linda will deliver that to Ja house's...

After Raya, i get card!!! guess from who??? Ja... My ohhh my... She gave me add of his houses... she also state that she doesn't expect that card is from me...

& i reply with another letter... I told her that i'm happy to receive that card... & send the later... Then, suddenly she not replying my second letter, but i still waited for that...

after month by month, i already forget it, & i expect that she doesn't want to have relationship @ maybe she reply my first card because of Raya celebration & mark as her friends...

Mach 2002, i move from UTM Pahang to UTM Johor because of UTM Pahang will be convert to KUKTEM soon... So we all move to melawis Apartment at Skudai, Johor... Just a week there, my room mate, Sham back to Pahang to bring her things to our apartment... Sham came back with my letter from JAAA... After i already try to forget my dreams, she came back to me!!! Sham said he take this letter at our old settlement at IM 6... That letter already look dirty because of raining...

This letter is meant so much to our relationship!!! This is where our relation grown up...